Final Year in NTU~

and yeah from the title you can almost guess what I am going to write here. I feel like writing something because this is gonna be my last week for classes and quizzes in my uni life at NTU.

What am I gonna say? Eventhough it's coming to an end, I am supposed to be happy right? Ow yeah I could say I am more than happy that I do not need to spend a single cent of money from my parents anymore, I could finally earn money on my own ! :)

But.... right now at this moment I can already feel that I am gonna MISS my uni life!! darn it.. Four years passed just like that~ omo~~ speed of light~~ piuh.. sigh.. even when I complained about this to my mom, she said calmly: "Then if you are really going to miss uni life, why don't you take Master degree?!" That time I was thinking "Oh Mother, I do not wish to continue study, I am just going to miss the activities, friends, and the life of being an undergrad!" Yes that is true, I definitely ain't going to continue study in Civil Engineering line! Oh but but but guess what?! if I am able to rewind the time, I want to take Hospitality and Management course instead of Civil Engineering! HAHAHA. This part is true though. I really want to take part in it, I hesitated 4 years ago to actually chose between this and that course, pity me.

Yeah but what to say, it's not that I hate the Civil Eng course, I just cannot find the part that I like and love to do in it~ instead I really want to do Hotel Management that kind of stuffs, it's something I want to do, like the one you watch on the Korean drama "Hotelier". Therefore, I was saying to myself, ok I'll work in civil line for 1 or 2 years and should start thinking of switching, ahhh nice~~

This last semester I have only 1 examinable subject, envy on me? I know you are, LOL. Ok so I have tons of stuffs to do after my exam! Guess what! Final Year Project Presentation, Lion King Musical, CEE Dinner&Dance, Pintu PromNite, Thankyou Lunch, bringing my lil sis around, Graduation trip to Bali and Jakarta! then of course going back to home sweet home~~ after that I'll start working in August, yeah! Rather than starting work earlier just like what most of my friends did, I decided to start later, reason being I want to enjoyyyyyy my last long holidayyyy, yuhuuuu~~~ I want to eat a lot, spend quality time with my family, and enjoying every bit of my time before start to work :)

Continue writing next time~ it's 1:38am already and I am supposed to be on my bed. Annyeong~

I.N.S.P.I.R.A.T.I.O.N

yay~ i'm back to the blogger civilisation! I feel like writing something here, been quite some time since I last wrote a thing, yea?

It is 2 weeks away to final exam, and I am not so excited to welcome it, but this will be my second last exam in university life since I will be graduating in a half year time more or less :(

These days I always think of what I will become in the future time, will I become a civil engineer? or maybe a teacher? or even housewife? I have been wondering what I really want to do, before I entered NTU and chose Civil Engineer course as my major, I actually thought of taking Hospitality Management course in KL. However, the power of attraction from NTU and Singapore drags me here now.

As people getting more age, they tend to have more things to consider about, yeah I agree with that statement, as I am experiencing it now. However, I always try to be positive-minded, in one's life, if you have got no worry or whatsoever, you are NOT living a LIFE! so my principle is to "L.I.V.E L.I.F.E W.I.T.H W.O.R.R.Y"
Maybe one day if do not have to worry about anything, it would be very weird, ha!

In fact, the word "war" is swirling around my head for few days already. Why not? N.Korea and S.Korea are on the brink of war, believe it or not. N.Korea is threatening S.Korea and U.S that it will launches the nuclear missile if they keep conducting the military exercise, and how scary is that? I really do not want to witness a war, let's just love PEACE alright..
And somemore, a paranormal from long time ago, people said his prediction is always mostly accurate, has actually predicted that the World War 3 will commence on Nov 2010 (which is like NOW). Omitofo, I hope it won't happen.. May Buddha bless us..

Too many disasters happening around us, especially in my country Indonesia. Well, from the mount eruption, earthquake and tsunami. Is it not enough?
Many people actually lost their places to stay, do not have enough food to feed them, do not have clothes, they actually lost everything. I wonder why disaster keeps coming one after another? There really must be something wrong with the earth now, it is human mistakes, human did too much wrongful things and I believe the Creator is trying to warn us now by giving us hard time. Thus keep praying~ Omitofo~

We all do love P.E.A.C.E, yea? Yes I DO.

earth is getting more sick~

Yeah, the title can describe what I want to say~ the earth is getting sick now, everywhere is becoming hotter and hotter, even now at night I can feel the heat, no cold breeze @night already! even after take bath also feel very hot T.T

why why why?? even the Antarctic ice is melting slowly now, what has actually happened to our lovely blue earth? this question should be answered by ourselves, human....

Is doomsday really approaching now?? 2012? hope it is not so, as I still want to enjoy living in this lovely mother earth, yeah for sure~ I still haven't travelled around the world, that's my final dream for sure~ everybody's dream~

gotta get myself cooler now so I can have a good night sleep~
caoo~

huhuhuhuhu~~

I thought this life is being unfair to me, I thought why everything cannot just go smoothly as it is, I hate bad circumstances, I hate being rejected, I hate cancellation of things(I just think that that is not a responsible act at all).
Just like what I feel today, I am very upset with something, why they suddenly postponed our site visit???? WHY WHY WHY?? the only reason they can give is because I am late of replying them!! Geez!! what the h*ll is that??
We supposed to have agreement already last time, and now they are planning to postpone our site visit to 2nd week of November, where everybody is preparing for final exam already, OMG! Disappointing >.<

Disappointed~


Disappointed~


I thought everything will go smoothly until next week, haiya~ I am too "polos" i guess....

My boy just now told me that this is part of the learning process and I must not think that everything is as well as I think it will be. This is just a small part of our life that we need to face, and I should not be too upset of this thing, ya I think before this I never experience rejection or anything like that, so these kind of things kinda make me quite disturbed >.<
But THANK YOU so muchh for my boy who always right beside me to listen to my whining, my stories, and being there to encourage me, support me, motivate me all the time when I am down. I appreciate it so much and sarangheyo babe :)

I need to grow up, grow up Vinvin-chan!! Cos in 3 months time you will be a 20th year old "girl"(girl or woman is more appropriate? :) already. And I will left my teenage life and go on to my adulthood~ Are you ready Vinvin-chan? hahaha..

oops, tick tock tick tock.. time shows it is 5 minutes to 2 am already, which means I really need to go to sleep already loh..
Tomorrow I need to wake up fresh and face another day in my life, yuhuu~

Nitez everyone~ Oyasuminasai~ zzzz...